I am up to no good.

Ah I can't stop thinking about you.

I'm scared I won't add up to your expectations. I'm not perfect, I'm not gorgeous, I don't have the prettiest smile or the most banging body. I'm not going to be cute every second of the day & I'm not always going to look my greatest. I'm not always going to know the right thing to say & the right time to say it. I am very emotional & I do have pretty bad moodswings. I usually over react over dumb little things & cry over nothing. I'm afraid I won't add up to your ex girlfriend, but I am willing to try my hardest. I get jealous but that only proves that I care enough not to lose you. I make assumptions & I will argue until I get my point across. I'm impatient, insecure & at times, selfish - but I'm trusting you with something that I know you can break. I'm going to trust you with everything I've got & put my heart out for everyone to see. I'm going to accept you for the person you are & love you for the person you help me to be. so if you choose to love me, then love me for me - for who I am, for what I hope to become, for the drama that you're going to have to go through & for the flaws I come with.

204) i wish i didn't still think about him.